Wondering

hmm.. it's been a while since she went.

i wonder what she's doing right now.

happy, sad, missing me or moved on.

it's like the fishermen took at the fish in the sea.

but who says i want to be fishing.

then again sulking isn't gonna bring her back.

i hate her.

relationships

okay. relationships are great when everything's going according to plan and all that. mostly when its a new one, your still discovering each other, your likes and dislikes. and notice, at first none of you argue, you'll disagree but cover it up with a cheerful chuckle or 'lol' over in a text.
but in every relationship it's like an invisible race to who will say the words first... you know those three words - very dangerous words i tell thee.

its almost like you wanna say it but you don't 'coz they'll think your rushing and not thought about it carefully. so based on that - the one that says it first is the brave one or clumsy one.
i hate people who say that your too young for love, there probably hurting from a past relationship and want to spread yours with sadness too - ignore them.

but then again there's types of love... the love you have for your girlfriend/boyfriend and love for your family tree. I've been in love before - once. i was 11. laugh if you will. but till now no ones come close to her. i want that to change though, only gonna live once.